Deb Smouse

I am sitting in the Admiral’s club…finishing off a cup of coffee.  I sometimes feel like I am going through DeJaVu….in that I know I have done this before….  In fact, it feels like only yesterday that I was here, but in all honesty, it was a short week ago.

I am stressing out…a lot.  Lots of factors, honestly, and none I care to get into here right at this moment in this space.  I had promised to be more honest here, but there are still some things I just can’t talk about.  I am going through a phase of wanting to run away.

Far away.

My home has lost it’s ability to be a sanctuary for me.

Although, yesterday, I realized that I hadn’t left the house in two days.   I got home from errands on Saturday around 2 PM and didn’t leave the house again until this morning at 6 AM.  How is that for ironic?

I am hoping to get my head back together this week.  I am traveling today and tomorrow for sure for work.  And Lobbyist boy and I are talking about me heading to DC on Thursday and then going to the Eastern Shore for the weekend.

I’ll let you know.  Gotta run, though….my chariot (plane) awaits!